December 2010
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beautyfulmind asked: Cute blog .. I like it already ! Thx for the follow btw :)
Lost love is still love. It takes a different form, that’s all. You can’t see...
– The Five People You Meet In Heaven by Mitch Albom
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I Gotta Say.
CHRISTMAS IS GETTING SOO BORING. and I’m not saying its because i dont get as much presents anymore but MAN, i dont feel that tickling feeling in my heart anymore, i used to get it alot, that was the thing i loved about Christmas , but as i get older i’m just like ” fuck. my. life.” because, you dont expect anything on christmas, you dont have the same eagerness for waiting...
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R0AR.
I’m scared I won’t add up to your expectations. I’m not perfect, I’m not gorgeous, I don’t have the prettiest smile or the most banging body. I’m not going to be cute every second of the day & I’m not always going to look my greatest. I’m not always going to know the right thing to say & the right time to say it. I am very emotional & I...
All i want for Christmas,
is security. i want to feel secure, not insecure, with myself, and who i am. i want to be content with who i am and want to be . i want to secure myself that i am with the people who truly love me for me and cares for me. instead of the people who are just curious about my life, who take a peep and walk right out, all i want for christmas is satisfaction, and security. and some down time.
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family.
tonight, i realize something that slapped me back to reality, something i realized when i was younger, and forgot as i got older and got caught up with school/friends/materials/love. tonight i was trying to make my brother realize that our parents aren’t always going to be there, and my brother started brawling, something i haven’t seen from or heard from him in a long time. and thats...
Im not going to take things for granted anymore.
my whole life i expected from everything, and i took alot of things around me for guarenteed. thats why everytihng i loved around me would disappear. because i expected them to be inferior to me and that i meant something to them. i did but not so much to the point where they would take my shit. i need to stop taking things for guarenteed, i dont want to lose people who are close to me anymore. im...
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pure,lovely, and so innocent,
i once was, i used to be grateful for everything, i used to never take things for granted, i had so much value..
dear tumblr,
i was cleaning my room today and i found 3 diaries of mine when i was young, younger. i, who was curious of who i was 3-5 years back, opened each and every one of them and read all of the pages where i once had poured my hearts out onto. while reading them, i couldnt...
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and so, cinderella met her prince charming♥
Ignorant children will never listen, ignorant...
Im slowly pushing everyone i hold dear, away from...
how my life is so depressing and filled with anger. im just to tired to care about anything anymore. all i want to do is stay in bed and watch shows from my computer, read books, and get away from my social life. i want to have an excuse to excuse myself from others. i want to (this is really creepy) i want to just lock my door, turn off all the lights and watch shows or read interesting books....
♥i cried♥
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Birthdays, holidays, anniversaries are all special days looked forward to by everyone around the world. People spend the extra time to get ready, get gifts, plan things out. They take these days as a day to be nicer than usual, happier than usual and spend it with the one(s) they love. I spend all those days at the cementary, with the one I love. He passed away 2 years ago, his name was...