▷THE AUTUMN SKY◁

dear God,

thank you for waking me up at 12 in the morning and shoving a piece of paper in my face. okay sorry for making that sound sarcastic but really, thank you. if i never had looked at that piece of paper that has been lying in my room for AGES i would still be. alone, and . away from you. i finally found my fire again. and i want to rebuild it with love towards you, having hope in you, and having trust in you. i should have realized. relationships break, but being united doesnt. i want to be united as one with you Lord, and i just pray that you will help me. give me support and remind me that i am yours. im your beloved, and your creation. There is none like you… no one else can touch my heart like ou do Lord  Thank you for letting me talk to you. thank you for letting me find all my grace retreat notes, and my superlockin notes. i feel so clean and ..at peace with myself, which i havent felt in a long time. thank you, thank you, thank you so much :)

i pray you wil help me find my way to you again, and let my fire grow slowly bit-by-bit piece-by-piece. i want to always remember you my Father, my King. i want to always remember that i am here for a reason, that i want to be a champion of hope and love, and to remember that life is a gift, enjoy it, for God has given me this. i want to remember to not be a footstool and that i am a move of God.  Thank you for patiently waiting for your stupid daughter to find her way again

i love you Lord, My Father In Heaven, My Savior, and My King,

jessica yun.

Sorry for when I make a big deal of some small, unimportant things, but I just want you to show how much you really care.

She cares so much about you. She loves everything you’ve done for her. When she’s crying. Care for her, cause she’s your everything. For all my boys out there. Love your girl with one heart, two eyes and one mind. Treat her how a girl should be treated. She deserves better but she picked you. So cherish the thought of that.

I’d like to tell today’s youth that no matter where life takes you, big cities, small towns, you’ll inevitabley come across small minds. People who think that they’re better than you are. People who think that material things or being pretty or popular automatically make you a worthwhile human being. I’d like to tell today’s youth that none of these things matter unless you have a strength of character, integrity, sense of pride. And if you are even lucky to have any of these things, don’t ever sell them. Dont ever sell out. So when you meet a person for the first time, please don’t judge them by their station in life. Because who knows… that person just might end up being your best friend.

A simple word isn’t it? It’s uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren’t that, they’re the people that touch your hearts. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They’re the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don’t judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs, and smiles. You’re tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thin in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life.

isn’t clingy because she cares . Isn’t psycho because she wants to know who your with . Isn’t doubtful because she fears losing you . Isn’t insecure because she thinks another girl isn’t pretty. She isn’t boring because you don’t see her dolled up anymore , she just feels comfortable . Don’t blame her if she doesn’t call you all the time , she doesn’t want you to think she’s crazy . She just wants you to have some space . When you ask your girlfriend if you can do something and she says yes , it doesn’t always mean sure , go ahead . Yes she trusts you , she just doesn’t always trust the people around you . She’s not territorial . She’s not controlling . She just likes you , wants you to stay , and is just being the normal , caring , loving , will-do-anything type of girlfriend she is . So don’t break promises , even though we know you will . So don’t ignore her , even though we know sometimes you do . Don’t take advantage of her kindness , even though you already have . & Don’t hurt her . Us girls don’t ask for much , just a moment of your time , a hand to hold , shoulder to cry on, & ears that will actually listen . We don’t expect you to be perfect because we already think your perfect for us . Your imperfections just make us love you more and more . So don’t hurt her , because she dropped her guard for you .