day08. Something your currently worried about.
i got alot of things im currently worrying about right now. it wouldnt seem like it though, most people look at me and sees me as the girl who doesnt give a crap, whose always lazy, calm, and just chill, people dont think i would be the type to worry, and there right, im not, i hate worrying so i try to avoid it at all times, i try to just go with the flow, what life throws at me, what it takes...
always say your please&thank you's.
fuck i only have two fucking years FUCK FUCK FUCK.
shit. i need to get serious about things. all this time ive been wasting, just being all talk saying im aiming for NCSSM, and now that i only have TWO DAM MOFO YEARS (not even !) im freaking flipping out. IM GONNA STUDY EVERY DAY. HOLYSHIT. i really wanna go, i dont know why exactly, but i just want to go, stupid but hey at least im being honest, i dont know why, but i feel like if i go...
dearest 2nd bestfriend - oppa#3562 -
**i decided to write a whole post about you on my blog, feel proud<3 HAHA(: ** im sorry i worry you so much. im sorry that im always sad&depressed whenever im talking to you. its because your the only one i can let my ’ bad ’ feelings out with and be comfortable with. haha everyone else, idk i just cant let out the feelings of me being sad, or depressed to anyone besides...
im sorry i cant help getting mad.
i wasnt able to talk to you this whole week, well not that much,.. (it might partly be my fault but im not sure i cant remember..) and i really missed you..(icanrememberthispart) and the weekend finally started and i wanted to talk to you.. but.. last night you were all weird and got me mad..(idontrememberwhy) and tonight your off chilling, (that part im actually okay with butt..) idk, i...
i hate feeling frustrated.
crying has never been a problem for me. cause i would cry (normally) only when i would feel sad. and me feeling sad would normally be just at home. and it would be rare. but. lately whenever i feel frustrated and i cant do anything about it, i tend to , i as in my body, make tears come. i hate those kind of tears, tears of frustration. those dont feel anything at all as tears of saddness. after...
The easiest way to not get hurt is to not care, but that’s the hardest thing to...– Julian Gough
If you wanna get with me theres some things you...
I LIKE MY BEATS FAST AND MY BASE DOWN LOW. BASE DOWN LOW.
day07. my opinion on cheating.
cheating, hm i hate that shit. cheating causes alot of extra shit in your life you dont need. cheating leads to distrust, and emotional problems. cheating i find, is the most disgusting shit on this earth. cheating on people, cheating in games, anything. cheating is my worst fear. cheating is the most stupidest decision you’ll ever make. for example in a relationship; why not just break up...
I never intend to fade away from good friends.
It just happens. Nobody can explain it, because even though you know you both don’t talk as often anymore, you’re still good friends. It’s not like when you realize you don’t talk as much anymore, you can’t talk anymore. That’s nonsense. You shouldn’t be afraid thinking “Oh, they’re too busy for me now.”, because I’m sure if you were once good friends, you’ll still be good friends filling in...
my gurrl& highschool.
Eeka: soo effin tired, are you gonna take highschool seriously ? you better.
Alexa: LOL nahh imma drop out
Eeka: OMG IM GONNA BUTT RAPE YOU BIOTCH.
Alexa: Lolololllol i was just kidding, of course i am !
Eeka: haha take highschool seriously i don't want you to end up as a prostitute or something LOL
Alexa: ahahaha i love you !
Eeka: love you too freaking me you Clara Natalie and Jennifoo , were all gonna take highschool seriously; i want all of us to be successful
Alexa: i do too
Eeka: YYEAHHHH WHOOOPWHOOOPP imma get into HARVARD bitches, LOL JUST KIDDING. omg LOL im too stupid; HAHA but seriously imma become RICHH .
Alexa: way of life bruh(: i wanna all graduate together
HAHAHA the last part , i was being stupid but
HEY YO BITCHES WERE GRADUATING TOGETHER NO MATTER WHAT.
I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but i am not the devil. I am just a small...– Marilyn Monroe♥
a new white watch. new shoes, vans, converse ANYTHING as long as its casual; something i can wear everyday comfortably, and is cute. a nikon or cannon camera, i want a professional camera for some reason.. may be for this upcoming summer ? harajuku perfume. im running out CRAP IT. juicy couture ? yellow/red/black&white hat from HS. varsity jacket bra. i need a new bra, i feel...
day06. The person you like and why you like them.
the person i like: chris lee. why ? honestly. to tell you the truth, i dont know why; theres something about him that just makes me want to smile and be happy. theres something about him that makes me want to smash vases and pull my hair out. theres something weird about him that just makes me feel accepted, and belonged. im not sure, i cant really pinpoint what exactly draws me towards...
I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of...– Marilyn Monroe
So uh guys, i have a new obsession for Marilyn...
i mean ive always had one, uh but i kinda forgot her after a while, and now im like all AHHHHHHH MARILYNNN HAHA yeah cool right? expect alot of marilyn quotes followers(:
Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy...– Chuck Palahniuk
i hope you get raped by fat black men♥
Eeka: i should sleep till chris decides to make me a video
Gaylee: LOL , whats wrong with you ? what is this ? you never say things like this. are you drunk?
Eeka: NO. WHAT THE. WOWWW... fine. im never EVER gonna get all loveydovey with you CAUSE THATS WHAT I GET WHEN I TRY TO BE NICE AND SHOW YOU HOW I FEEL FRIGGN
Gaylee: AHAHAHAHA, no its just , u never do that o.o LOL you've never called my face amazing EVER, its been called gay, ugly, and like all these mean things, disgusting , gross......
Eeka: LOLL ITS STILL GAY , AND UGLY, AND DISGUSTING, AND GROSS
Gaylee: but never amazing, LOL , awwh my face is amazing ? and cute ? and sexy ? THANKSS
Eeka: ihy. gtfo. HMPH. FRGGN, i finally act all nice and i say my true feelings and then your like "o.o wtf you drunk"
Gaylee: LOL , i was just kidding babe
Eeka: go away. i hope your dick runs away from your GAY FACE.
Gaylee: HAHA whatever you love my dick and my face 8D
Gaylee: rightttttt LOLL
Eeka: chrislee's face = gayface.
Gaylee: rightttt :D be right babe gonna shower
Eeka: aight, go jack off, in the shower, with your gay self, and gay face, and gay body
Gaylee: LOL k i will 8D
Eeka: and fat ugly disgusting gross ROLLS
Gaylee: T.T k....
Gaylee: LOL everytime i do that its like , it makes people feel bad LOL
Eeka: stfu. nvm,. fuck you.
Gaylee: im just kidding
Eeka: leave. I HATE YOU
Gaylee: omg now your mad
Eeka: FUCKK YOU CUNT ILL SLAP YOUR CLIT
Gaylee: oohh eff me ? when?
Eeka: go take a shower. LOL NOW.
Gaylee: that sounds excited LOL
Eeka: HAHAHAHAHA ew. HAHAHA
Gaylee: LOL k buff chris is leaving
Gaylee: be right back
Eeka: bye fattchris. fattleee
day5. 5 things that irritate you about the...
things that irritate me about the opposite sex: can be alot more disrespectful. can be alot more blind &stubborn they break promises. things that irritate me about the same sex: self centered its annoying. all they care about is looks& boys. most people of the same sex as me are most likely to be fake they act like someone there not to get attention. uugghh. there are many...
Your body is a wonderland and I want to be Alice.
Don't ever save anything for a special occasion....
day04. what you wear to bed.
well; i dont have specific things i wear to bed but here you go i sometimes.. dont wear anything. LOL my dads scared to go into my room because one day he found me on the bed naked HAHAHAHA. so he gets my mom to wake me up. no. not sometimes ALL THE TIME; except in sleepovers,retreats,&lockins but I NEVER EVVERRR WEAR PANTS WHEN I GO TO SLEEP. wearing pants in general is retarded, it feels...
day03. what kind of person attracts you.
well for this day im slightly confused with the question, what do you mean by attracts ? what kind of person i want to be friends with ? or what kind of things i look for in a guy or that turns me on ? well im gonna answer or try to answer, all of them(: what kind of person i want to be friends with ? someone.. that can swallow their stupid pride. that has respect for themselves...
I’m scared of highschool. i dont want to grow up. i dont want to leave middle school. yet i want to be 18 already. i want to go to college, and enter the CIA, with the love of my life by my side to be with me while i live my life. haha, the thought of me leaving my middle school actually gets me really depressed. just a few more months and i wont be a middle schooler ever, ever in my life...