that way… i can rest in peace and have a good life.
if i was satisfied with my life, then i wouldnt care so much about all the bad things. if i was finally satisfied i wouldnt have this turbulent chaotic feeling in me. i want to be satisfied with my life, content with what i do and were i am. I’m never satisfied, my eyes are always wandering at things that could make me even more happy or better or anything. Since im never satisfied i have horrible feelings locked up in me, that i dont know what to do with.