i hope you stay as ’ happy ryan ’ for a very long time. from 10 years from now i hope you will still smile like you do now. im going to cry when i see you as a adult, because i will remember the days when you were that fat annoying crybaby of one cute kid that i used to pick on & trick.
“He thought for a second, then said, “I don’t know. Just because someone’s pretty doesn’t mean she’s decent. Or vice versa. I’m not into appearances. I like flaws, I think they make things interesting.”—Sarah Dessen, The Truth About Forever
“Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong, and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn’t come back. You’re left so alone that you can’t explain.”—Henry Rollins