things are starting to get better with my parents. i’m starting to actually get school work done. i’ve been pretty content with this week, the only struggle is still the same struggle though- time management. i have zero skill in that category. i should really try to manage my time more. its 3:20am and i should probably take a nap or something before school but i’m not sure if i want to.
i’ve done a pretty good job at keeping some people at arm’s distance while absorbing myself in my own bubble. i keep seeing all of my senior friends getting accepted into colleges and i can’t help but become restless for the time when i find out where i’m going for my future. i just want junior year to hurry up and be done with so that i can just relax.
ritalin has been making me happy but i’m scared because i don’t trust medications.